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good song

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This song lets me sleep, through every night an eternity in hell https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=ilNDEpa4rSk&si=_HR602FV2TTTFtIF https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=S5IoWAkHvjE&si=GJBxSBEnpRboT0gV

the reason I'm going nowhere

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Neuroleptic malignant syndrome For 5 years I have had this disease, ever since I got it, I have been falling apart. I have been smoking meth to keep myself going and if I don't smoke meth my life turns to utter hell. I can't get off the antipsychotics unless I quit meth and if I quit meth I die. Do you understand how futile my life is I'm gonna die a loveless virgin with everything stolen from me because of some reckless savages at the hands of mental health. I still remember when I lost heat retention I am so cold all the time, like freezing cold. I just put up with it. Meth makes life worth living. I need quality of life if life is going to be so bad. https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=phEmsNY2kbY&si=hpbyN50XetuCLoRY https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=A4HyFJe-LpM&si=ZbrsHTfR49I2a0TJ i have even established I am right and I am God by my secret identity the "rockstar" the secret true name of God, but they still say I'm grandiose delusions. I ...

eye site, i sight, eye sight aye saight. eiye seight.

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  https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=d4Spo31cBbw&si=Lf7CArBGB5za3KBt  tribute to the love of my life

various artists

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  https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=fB05ckqRVDU&si=tjDXrNhutSe01JwY