how it feels to chew 5 gum 2

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=luXcm4JN-4I&si=RwL5PfwkeKIo-dsx

The succession of self-destruction
I'm vexed
A bloodline of bad thoughts locked up for too long
Psychological incest

Fake a smile
To the verge of breakdown
Take a swing over the pit of hell
I shut up for social conventions
But if you insist
No, I'm not ok

It is aching
It's hurting
It's sore
My heart is bleeding like the slit of the Devil's whore
Hope is an illusion
Another order for my army of demons to disobey
Even my shadow has lost interest in chasing me

It's coming
It's coming again
The affirmation of destruction
Echoes inside my head
And no matter what I do
I can't get out of this hell
The prison cell in the sulphury void
That carries my name

The death of hope is the birth of me
Alien phenomenon
Spat out from the cunt of the underworld
Mental maelstrom

Fake a smile
To the verge of breakdown
Take a swing over the pit of hell
I shut up for social conventions
But if you insist
No, I'm not ok

It is aching
It's hurting
It's sore
My heart is bleeding like the slit of the Devil's whore
Hope is an illusion
Another order for my army of demons to disobey
Even my shadow has lost interest in chasing me

It's coming
It's coming again
The affirmation of destruction
Echoes inside my head
And no matter what I do
I can't get out of this hell
The prison cell in the sulphury void
That carries my name

It's coming
It's coming again
The affirmation of destruction
Echoes inside my head
And no matter what I do
I can't get out of this hell
The prison cell in the sulphury void
That carries my name

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