you know what is really happening?

My treating team are doing the wrong thing and they are not stopping after they were asked by me to stop doing the wrong thing, and they will not acknowledge the rightness or wrongness or their awareness of this until I actually fully disprove them, but this will not result in any helpful outcome, making things right is still possible but I see no priority to achieve. My understanding of a lot of things is causing me irritation, because confusion and understanding are impossible to parallel coexist in the same space in my mind. I am feeling an emotion that cannot possibly exist and I am proof of it.

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