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I'm on so much meth

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sad 2

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=CkVPQBebzgY&si=M_ny4hRtQMTagGaL

sad

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Vp4e_oZffiw&si=lekBtIfPIU_s3LsY

blue and the grey

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=bjgbU8b06AM&si=eMdYLX28xQv-WpnP

the best song

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=JnSuUQACVYU&si=IzXp6rgx9y_jEUbj

rockstar

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Nobody noticed the lyrics? https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=JH85o5WpIk4&si=NWbyZ-gybOIfJ1fu

biiiiiible

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=NReFAIHvycA&si=i6WCnDqncdVeGY2y You're not alone, it can always be something worse, but this system has failed to accommodate me, I have killed God, and justified the nonbelievers. Going to hell is actually necessary for a king to be understanding and fair, and merciful and able to reach productive solutions. I don't wish anyone hell, I just want the invasion of my life by literally rapists, to stop, and me to be left alone to smoke meth with Annie.

euphoria

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=KNolprFjfww&si=lrzFxvCyK3qa-h9c

idk

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=QFUbS7PbI3g&si=IvWcr93DllAhOJ2r

one

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crazy world

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banging doors

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more of my shit, I don't know what to believe anymore but I trust my pride

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i feel like the universe is doing something weird with me, but I feel like the bad guys have won, and my life is worthless at this point, I refuse to give up on myself, but it looks grim, for me, the future is so hopeless and I have no love to look forward to, I can't say any of it was any more than a mirage, and I'll never find love, and it's half my fault, half a misunderstanding, but I do blame the devil, who decided to take advantage of my artificial incapacitation, and my kind heart, which made me totally yielding to the devil's ruse of friendship that he used to steal my soulmate from me, which I later traded back "my soul, in exchange for hers" to retrieve the soul of my soulmate to me, who I have laid to rest and released her so that I might suffer alone and save her the heartbreak. But I feel like my whole life is in vain and it's the worst case it will ever be, it just keeps getting worse and worse, I don't want everyt...

crying for a broken heart

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i might be a psychopath, I just want to keep all my loves alive, knowing how priceless they are, I am not willing to let them go. Maybe that's why I am forsaken, but it seems to me, that heaven is just not willing to accommodate me, despite the easy amendments I have recommended to facilitate it, it can easily be achieved, but I am not heard, I have provided so much more solutions and models and truths for the universe in speech, in my talks to the universe, I guess I was just testing if it listens. I have had some feedback, but it only confuses me more. Like how is this being allowed to continue, why is nothing happening, I don't blame anyone or the universe though, there's not much you can do, but the system and the God that ordained this government method has enabled this injustice, in an attempt to control the damage of recreational drug and cases of drug abuse, in my case it's not abuse, despite the appearance of being out of control, I am a...