cult of personality

One thing I am free of is the human condition, and I have no cult of personality. I just thought I would explain this and hint at its significance. I think my death at 15 and resurrection, I became truly neutral in morality, I'm willing to accept and mingle with bad people, but I am good morals, who tries to associate with God (of good morality) but no matter what I do, I can't change my neutrality. It's because to go to heaven you do not die until your predestined death, or you teleport there upon ego death, and typically death leads to incarceration in hell, and I neutralised my alignment by selfless suicide, and misunderstood death, I literally misunderstood death and healed and resurrected immediately, my will and consciousness refused to go to hell. So if you were wondering about dying and going to hell, you do, but dying and invalidating the original sin as it embodies in your life, and dying, you will simply not die.i have explained a few ways to do this and even assisted someone performing this feat. Successfully.