infinite potential

I just wanna say, as a child with infinite potential, I was right to choose to live as a drug dealer. And to be crushed by the system unfairly, lest the universe never accept drugs and the powers that be hold all the monopoly over drugs and laud it over us. The universe has a very immature attitude towards drugs. The drug users fail to see the potential of the drugs they use, but me. I am proof that drugs are an essential part of the development of a human into a god. My path is unique, but the current stigma and treatment system are obsolete. But because of the teachings of psychiatry, the world will never be ready. I am happy to die even if I never achieve change. I simply am at a point in my life where I do not care about the outcome, I am using all my energy just to make it through daily life in rehab, that I just don't care to explain fully enough to convince, but I can confirm I am right, not even expressing just then enough for you to know what I'm talking about. Who cares though? I am dying. I just want you to know that, God, and it's your fault. I never ran from you, but you had predicted my rebellion and framed me as my own murderer. I die proud and innocent, and a martyr. If the universe isn't changed or affected by my death at all, I'll leave it behind, I have no interest in a place ruled by evil, where love cannot exist only hate, and I curse it in this circumstancial event possibility, to ruin and faulted love, but if I get my justice, I will see where life takes me.