my cup of tea again

I just want to explain, the psychiatric system was designed to discipline drug addicts and act as a hell to dissuade them, and it is wrong to do so, because there's no danger to drug use, unless used inappropriately, drugs are actually a very useful tool in human development and growth, drugs expose us to dangerous trials I can only describe it as, and these people who fear drugs, fear them because they are aware of the danger of the drug, because it they used them they would fuck their life up, but those who sense no danger like me, also who needs it to heal medicinally, from a love-heart-break shattered heart, I have endured the worst of the drug attrition and remained incorruptible, I now have good drug hygeine and discipline, I am able to use drugs safely, and I do, but nobody understands how that is possible, because for a regular human it is impossible. But I also project a field of order and justice around me, that makes recreational drug users act with eloquence at least to my perceived extent, but I am incorruptible, and because of that I can use ice and other drugs safely. I think the biggest contributing factor to this was the incident when I was 15, when I became immortal, I evaded hell as I died, but because the path to heaven is not achieved through death, I returned to earth immediately after attempting to leave, healing my body on the way back in and making it indestructible, I became morally good, while also neutral to God, therefore undead. I know my own limits and I know when my body intake becomes dangerous, and the forced medication of me is reaching critical levels of damage, I will surely do something when I am released from rehab