it just gets worse and worse.

I thought things were going bad, but not this bad. I am being put through absolute hell at the hands of God, who refuses to release control which is fairly succeeded to me. But he won't accept the truth. Instead he is trying to fully subjugate and ensure submission. Michael and Lucifer have been turned into his unresisting puppets, or at least they have respect for me but wish to put me through a lot of pressure and pain. Just so you know, I have never once panicked and thought this is our of control. I may be at war with god, but he will never pose a threat to me or my soulmate!