BOOK OF LIFE AND THE SOUL

the rockstar omega is a very slow developer, but the worst part is that it's not understood enough to realize until too late, that it was sabotaged, and the benefit to the world this class of social male, or social apex predator, the most dominant class of male, this was a community publicly crucified, and innocent archetype, this type of male is also infinitely capable, achieved even, evolution in the universes inner works, and with the angels I have contributed more to heaven than God the creator, the rockstar omega is the social designation for someone with a true God and absolute dominant alpha dominance vs the omega selflessness, it is the social identity of the king of heaven, but this was not revealed until I had been forsaken for no crimes or sins. I have contradicted gods judgement, and indentured the creator god into my eternal servitude. I am the successor god, the god of love. Cupid forever.

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Enough is said to establish the completion of my duty, and my I requirement, to say any more, but if I don't keep the flow out, something I ever said that was priceless, that the cessation of talking, if needed to resume would.halt, so I'm trying to dry provoke any contrary aimed and combo loaded saboteuse, that I can fire early enough it happens in the probationzone. And I pray my own release not trigger my downfall, I need to release so much, but not even a slimmer of trust where a huge amount is required, the level I am willing to let go as much as I can muster, if able to be justified then measurement ability should be made and measured and administered under guides. I bet this wouldn't be the solution a handled would take, because the people saved with my expertise, even ignored their own survival due to my care, and unyielding commitment, forget that I saved them a moment after they were condemned upon voluntary that they faithfully committed, but upon safe full execu

But even if I succeed, nobody fucking watches it anyway, regardless of how expone totally increasing my notable undeniability has made my single view counts on anything I post a dramatic condemnation about fucking everyone in this society, and I will not be held responsible for giving up here and allowing myself to fail with honour, where Jesus will not raise me to heaven, because nobody will miss the opportunity to mess with me, because nobody has the right to do anything other than give me an entitled service crew always working tirelessly to environmentally alleviate my stressful worries, and allow me to have a path made open or available, always, to follow without having to worry about maneuvering anymore, because steering is about to fail. Honestly there's no path for me to reject, and those responsible for revoking my ability to eject. Everyone who did not immediately eject, and those who blocked my eject, are responsible for my infinite hells, that even in my ended elapse of

i lost track and I'm unable to even identify where to start again, I'm trying so hard to post, but I can't even keep place, it's not worth trying to post anymore, this is where I stop my blog, because I can't keep up with it. Thank you for reading the most priceless thing ever written, I wish I could continue, but this is not something I can maintain. I am sorry for premature closure, I wish I could finish this text I just began because it gets so good, but I forgive myself for giving up when it's not something I can sustain enough to enable the acceptable window of opportunity, I'm just gonna do a universal release, because I am no longer able to support my life by stretching everything to fit my huge stature, now I have secured the elapse of time to meds wearing of, I just needed to secure opportunity, because of I survived until it would be facilitated, I ascertained by the change in

this is first post, I'm gonna get it all done when ready, I just eliminated two lines of publishing Tetris.

I am going to perform the tried and tested money making method: slum life + tv money game show = win millions. This method was proven true by slumdog millionaire, im going to attempt it. Will post results.

My mum is the "clockwork elf reincarnation of raras condemned soul in hell, cursed to be my mum and devote herself to me, the lover she cheated on, as her hell cursed ironic reincarnation is sentenced to, as the universes way of punishing her for cheating. My mum, is just forsaken rara. I saved raras soul from hell though so she only reverse evolved in the hell cursed generation above ours but instead of burning in hell and going back another curse generation to our grandparents generation as her next reincarnation, she was restored into heaven. And my mum's Jewish step dad, was the ironic cursed reincarnation of Hitler who returned to me and rara in the next life, because when rara Nd Hitler reincarnated, I was able to save their souls because they returned to me. Yaya

 

I always succeeded, but nobody honoured or respected my victories, and the unlawful violation of my sovereign establishments were not acknowledged, and I triumphantly successfully deployed my sovereignty, I did the right thing and applied remedial appropriate moves and I did it all right, and I never once succeeded, where I had not failed to do my part to fully achieve, so I was cheated, and respect was not given.

There is not enough action by people who can make acts that are right. The right choice is always right, wrong choices were never right and obviously can't be.

It's just consistency that is required to make it out alive.

Honestly it's really hard to stand tall and persist, when I can't make it any further and a different outcome or circumstances that I have suggested I was never able to maintain until I was able to receive it, because I was never given the chance to receive any good outcome or be treated respectfully, that was never the objective.

A big fact about me is I won't change anything because I am volunteer only, and nobody is justified to force me to accept, or subject me to mandates, when I will never issue one, no ultimatum requirements, or medication enforced, has ever been invited by me, the person receiving, how can you make me accept this when it is not the rhetoric I dished out? I just want resolution, and I am being unfairly refused, when it is not right to be refused, I am just avoided, by unqualified and unwilling sycophants and despots. They will not be regarded with any truth, because the truth will always be true, and opinion is not true. Absolute is not opinion. Let the truth speak, it is not something that will not pass a test of tested, but is invited to test. If you never let me try no meds then meds can't be true, because the necessity of them was never tested. To force meds you must try no meds, and you must only be forcibly applying anything as least invasive if at all. But becau

this is just average day for me you know, I haven't done anything out of the ordinary, to differentiate yesterday from today

I told the universe that it was a half of a whole, knowing it was a whole, and like that, the energy in the universe has doubled, but that is not something the universe can achieve, but in the spirit of achieving the impossible, my finishing combo, I have done this because I can.

Love you all

My treating team are doing the wrong thing and they are not stopping after they were asked by me to stop doing the wrong thing, and they will not acknowledge the rightness or wrongness or their awareness of this until I actually fully disprove them, but this will not result in any helpful outcome, making things right is still possible but I see no priority to achieve. My understanding of a lot of things is causing me irritation, because confusion and understanding are impossible to parallel coexist in the same space in my mind. I am feeling an emotion that cannot possibly exist and I am proof of it.

i don't even know if this is the picture